This post is really meant for him . Short introduction on him . He is Muhammad Elfian Bin Abdul Japar , age 23 this coming September . Okay now , how do I get to know him ? It's from Norizan (: Let's get started .
I never thought that we will be this close . Yes , he'll be there to put smile on my face and push away all those frown . He's the sweetest among all and I named folder of us in facebook SWEETEST too . Okay , it's started by going out with him for Gelare on December 27 . And since then we have our regular contact . At first , I really don't feel good to be close to him as I might hurt Izan's feeling . But after the Incident of Izan's boyfriend insulting me , I don't give a damn on Izan's feeling anymore .
As day by day , me and Elf getting even closer and closer . I bring him meet my friend and he bring me meet his friends too . That's awesome ! We went out together , the 2 of us always . Town town and town . That's the place where we visited the most . Hehs !
But the saddest part came in here . So on the day I trimmed my hair and cut my frindge on 25 February , we went out to town again . He kinda don't like on my new image and keep saying things to make me feel offended . So when we depart from each other , that was the time we last being close together . It lasted for days . I miss him , yes I do . After he keep asking why we are not like before , I tell him the reason and he try changing himself to be like the one he used to be . But he failed . I can see that from my own eyes . Till today , I don't mind if I didn't get his attention the whole day for as long as he called me , text me once a day , it's enough . Still he shows that I crossed his mind . Wish to be better but Izan's back to get his attention . So , I can wish nothing but only the best for you Two (:
Feeling towards him . Frankly speaking , I do fall for him . Yes , I do . But at times , I wake myself up from dreaming and get to reality . And again , there's time I fall again . I keep myself strong and keep pick up myself from falling . The end . Now , i wanna mandi and out to meet him . Byeeee ~
