I am so sad right now . On the previous post I did say that I passed my day 1 not to contact Fendi . But actually , only 1 day i can . Not more than that . And now , he already change his number without even letting me know . He really want to avoid from contacting with me where else before break-up he told me that we can still be friends and still can contacting each other . But now ??? What is this ? I really can't live without him . I swear ! Every second I'll remember about him . Hais . Now , I've no idea how to contact him back . I mean , Yeahhh ~ no way to trace his new number . I really need it badly . I really miss him like hell . Why must this happen to me when we are about to 5 years in a relationship ? Why not when we are only 5 days old ? You know , life is sometimes unfair . When the person we love the most will leave us one day . Why must that happen ? Do you know how hurt your feeling is when the person whom you love most leave you ? Yes , thats what i feel right now . I really don't know how this will lead my life . I already cry when I flash everything back . The hard times , sour and sweet memories we go through together no matter how thick and thin it is . Can't you feel what I feel ? Do you think of me all the time like how I did ? I don't think so you did . Hais . Baby , I'm here waiting for your calls or messages . And always be waiting until my life ends . I put high hopes on it so please , don't disappoint me . I will always love you no matter what . You will always be in my heart .
Your Sweetest Ex-girlfriend
Siti Hanifaa Abdullah
EYFAR ♥ FENDI
