Bought Fer Rifqy dhis :DD
Later gg thuu hys berfday party .
Hef funn Ikki !
IM CONFUSED RYT NOW !
STRUGGLING IN TANGLED WIRES .
You always told me dhat you won't be bother to find me and you'll still continue to leave me .
I take all eur werd deep in me .
I really mean it and now you came in me and messed up with my life .
You make me sad . I smile like as usual but deep in me , i kept many sorrowness .
I laugh like no one care but deep in my heart , i feel like crying . Still no one care .
I shout here and there thuu release stress . People tot im loud and noise .
NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME .
People all know that im always here for them . But I don't know that they wasn't there when I need them . I always cheer them up . Be by their side . Make them smile on their face .
But deep in me , I'm Too Hurt And So Confused .
I cried when i read the received message from you .
You sent this at 4.32 am . When you still awake .
U , i betol betol mintak maaf kat u kay . Pasal i buat u mcm ni . Mcm mane pon , i tetap syg u and im so miss u .
I call eu after i read it . I heard eur voice is like crying . Im crying too and i force myself to hang up th phone cox i can't take it . I admit that i miss you . Yess . I MISS YOU . But im sorry , I've already move on . I dhun wanna be hurt again for the several times . Im no longer yours and i hope you could understand this . I read this message to family and i cried .
I'm so weak . Oh God , help me please .
Why you always make me suffer ?
Is it the suffer eu gave me is still accountable ?
Im no longer feel like staying in this world .
I want to DIE please .
