The banner up dere is in de past .
Burt nw , anyone else make me smile more dhen eu !
Serious i sayy !
Im hurt dhis few daes . Eu dhun understand andand u've change again .
I am tired for makyyn eu change back thuu EFFENDI dhat i want .
Burt when eu bored , eu change back .
Im SPEECHLESS !
As eu knoe , eu hurts me more dhen once .
More dhenn hundreds andand mayb thousands ?
I didn't show/tell anyone about maii problems .
Except fer Liyana andand Bhaby .
Yess .
I didn't show any growdy face in school or when i meet eu .
Burt eu nid thuu knoe dhat im hurt .
Im hurt again by eu .
Where ish eur promise dhat we've made infront of both our parents ?
Where ish de promise thuu make me happiey ?
Am i eur TEDDY BEAR or whad ?
Im depress-ed , stress-ed .
Test are chuming andand al these happens .
why ? why ? why ?
Did ii do anytynk wrong ?
or shud i desrve al this ?
Eu noe dhat i love eu more dhen i love maii parents ?
I make eu fly by no wings infront of maii family members .
Say GUUD thynks about eu ?
Buy things fer eu .
Nort dhat im nort sincere for those stuff dhat i bought fer eu .
Burt cann eu please understand me ?
OHH GODD ! HELP ME !